well, lil' bit complicated to understand that life too short to understand. lil bit more complicated when something become innocent and everything comes just like u don't care that it would running on ur mind full.
sunday,
well, i have to prepare for the mid semester test which is held on Monday, i have to say that is my first step on this semester to be the best one. i won't blame myself because i don't wanna see my final grade less than last semester ( that was terribly stupid grade that i've ever seen since i was here ) i just remember my family my mom,dad and my sibling they were in struggling even they didn't have any war though.
i feel nothing this month, my route day only spend by school, going home, broadcasting on air then doing my assignment,i just feel like empty. i have alot of friends here but they just doing the same thing.well, i can't deny it as my mistakes because actually i was ignoring all the assignment that it should be doing on time not in rushing time when the others came.
i already setting my schedule for it, and i exactly know that i have enough time to do it but, in the middle time i was wrong.
i got terrible rushing time when my lecture gave everything not in the right schedule.
i have to manage it all started from a lil' thing back, i have to do something that i shouldn't do in the rushing time, never sleep on time and have to be a "night women"
when everyone there should be sleep, i'm not this kind of girl before. but i should be this.
i just spent a half of my time to refreshing with my friend on the church, just to be chit chat and be a Gossip lover when the services finished. we're sharing and trying to tell some information and i decided to take music course ( i prefer to piano ) next month. that was one of my dream and i really wanted it since i was in senior high school.
^^
thank you for everything GoD
blessing me everyday with your grace always ^^
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