m not really hoping when some one gonna put some love at me, i mean be gonna love at me.u know sometimes i just make it like goes around but, when i know i was fallin love with that guy, i feel that i was very stupid.i know him when i was in Intro to PR subject last semester, just really interesting starring at his face and his behave like unmanage, he didn't care what would he wear when he goin' to class,and came with a sleepy eyes, late and the way he talking about showed that he doesn't really care himself, i became close to him when he need a team group for group assignment . really unpredictable when he started to talk to me, just really comfortable. but when it was running on , i can't feel it as a friendship, he told me that he just broke up with his GF, well, let say m gonna trying to get in . needs around 2 months,to become close and i just let it flow like'a i never felt i was fall in love to him that time,but m trying to get some symphatic , it running on but, last time i found the picture of him showed that he hug another girls, just trying to be positive thinking and taking the real point of view that she was his ex girlfriend.
but, it didn't really works, it was still in questioning in my mind,
ok let say i was going to forget it and taking the point of view that i was not good enough if m still hoping that one day i would in relationship to him.
i just blame my stupid question and back to my point of view that i was wrong.
but last time he was in lil'bit trouble with his best friend in indonesia and he shared it to us ( me and some of my friend ) i just felt really down when he said that he was really in relationship with the girl who had been waiting for 3 years to him.
i just keep my feeling, it running hurts but, that was the result...
i can't say anything and my best friend said that my face turning like a monster when i got a know that he was in realtionship
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