we did success for 8hinneka cup, well..well i think i'm gonna telling you what was that?!
well it was actually Indonesian sport day that supported 8y 8hinneka INdonesian clu8 of UCSI university where i'm in progress to get my 1st degree. it was happening on weekend and i was quite appreciate that every single committee took apart focus on that event, very proud to kitchen and stuff staff that hardly working for these food 8azaar and sport event.
anything else?
yepss, every single people gonna have something to tell 8ut, suddenly that was stucking on my own head so i might 8e 8rain storm first 8efore i'm telling what it was?
i got my prince 8ack, ya as you know that last time i just 8roke up to my 8oy friend and love it 8ack 8ut i thought still love the other one, then i don't know it wasn't happening like i was not expected it happen to me, so when he said he wanted to 8e like i Was with him yesterday, so i said yess!!
the feeling was not that really same like at the first time i fall for him, i mean like at the very first time i knew him, chat with him and anything that i called 8ull crap were not like what did i expected!, he did the same thing that i hate to say.
ok, to 8e honest i like his crap, 8ut sometimes it was too much and made me like, ok did i wrong having him 8ack to me?
ok i know that you might have a question like WHO IS THAT GUY!! will 8e the same guy like last year, PETRUS SARE WOLO, so how a8out Danar?
well, i dumped him without any good reason, let say it wasn't true, i told him the truth and he said well ok, i'll not distru8 on you guys, i'll let him go with you and yeah happy couple day.
may 8e i was wrong, totally wrong for this guy, he was crying like kid and i didn't know what should i do after this, 8roke again another love and go with something that possi8le to 8e USELESS.
another thing that happen since i didn't post in this 8log just a simple crap that you know guys! happen when you were living in the same house, and the queen of the drama was always ME!
crap right?!!
i didn't even know why my relationship effected to my life! when i was with peter something like happen happily i could control my self and i did something good 8ut, something stupid happen when i was with another guy!
sh@t right?! see he got me full!
my mom and dad didn't notice a8out it at all, and i don't want it's happen. sometimes they were right, 8ut i need something to do with my self, i need some1 who can push me when i was alone, yeah it's not a8out friend, 8est friend or housemate? it's a8out myself and i.
im not going to 8e selfish or whatever you said, 8ut sometimes alot question out from this chunkie head!
my mom is a wonderful mom ever i was totally adore her, she's diplomatic, 8ut it wasn't happen to my dad, over protected and serious! i can't even understand what does he want me to 8e.
i had found my self 8ut suddenly he ruin everything and ok i got change to the second part. i wouldn't 8lame him for these things. 8ut it yess he did that!!
just had a conversation with andrew.
he got something wrong after 8roke up with his GF, and tragically it was happening when he was just landed in south caroline, her GF dumped him at airport and yeah, it was damn hurting him, according to him , she 8rought her new 8f to the airport when picked him up, i was totaly shocked when he wrote single on his status, i was just asking him, and yeah,everything still going hurt and he said he was still doing good and need something really nice to do. well ok, i thought it was true [ as his 8est friend ( yeah i called it so ) a 8it worried inside] let him enjoyed it and yeah today it wasn't happen like what i had expected 8efore, he was crying for unreason.
i never heard and see that much tears from a guy like him. it was such a deep deep deep hurt
and ok i would say to him, just leave that town for a second or leave that town forever.
and he said yeah,it won't never 8e in long term, one thing that i loved to this guy was he prepare for any posi8illity he got such a good work place for his life, he's gonna move to houston. and having his work life there. yeah i'm happy for that, 8ut not happy with him lol.
he always say that girl will filling his heart wherever he go, well let say it wasn't my properties 8ut at least don't look 8ack at your past . something good waiting for you a head, dude.
well, after all i'm sleepy it's 2 am right now, 8ut yet these eyes like can't sleep at all. just opened up a love story movie on you tu8e and looking for some video cover song and yeah i found 2 things 8ecame favourite things
this movie was awesome you can check on youtu8e Flirting with forty, i was totally adore that movie ever since i watched it tonight :)
and this Guy called Tyler Ward was awesome, he was creative on music, 8ravo!!
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